The carousel

My motion sickness didn’t use to be this bad
I used to ride carousels
and read in the car

I used to chase the tumbling feeling
Throw myself head first into new things
Embrace the floating feeling before the ground caught my feet

It’s all spinning too fast now and I think I’m getting sick
I think I’ve got what I wanted, I think I don’t need this rush anymore
I think I want the carousel to stop